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2012-02-05T22:39:00.001+08:00

so much things have changed for the past short 2 years. what've happened to me? i remember i was a much happier person. i wasnt like this.

2010-11-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

After all this freaking crap stuffs that I've been tolerating for this god damn year, it just tells me one thing. One simple thing enough to last me for a lifetime. That I will not, must not have a family when I grow up. I must not. I totally had enough of all this. This year is tough, next year's gonna be tougher. C'mon, breakfree.

2010-10-19T08:16:00.002+08:00

sorry for what I'll be doing, I hate what will I be doing, but I have to do it. I knw exactly how she feels. Although I don't want it, and I want things to remain the same, I realised its not about me anymore. I shouldnt be selfish. Although things might not change between you and her, but the changes between you and me might make her feel better. Thank you for everything.

Crazyness!

2010-10-10T17:11:00.007+08:00

Birthday celebration w Shiyun, Penny, Wingkei and Alicia! (: Birthday outing w Jiayi and Mag will be uploaded sooony!

Lala.

2010-10-10T14:12:00.013+08:00

Surprisingly, blogger uploader became fast. HAH! Above are my friends and teachers' day photos. Anyway, so much things happened. Chunks of photos are waiting to be uploaded. Shall continue later on. Off I go! (:

2010-06-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

Buy me this, and i'll love you lots(:

2010-06-01T20:02:00.001+08:00

Yes, I'm too dependent. I'm dependent because I always screw things up.
& the most fragile thing in life, is actually - feelings.

xcountry, Happy 14th to Jiayi(:

2010-05-28T23:41:00.029+08:00

My life is full of complications. Many thanks to people who encouraged me.
Your encouragement, My success.

2010-05-22T22:33:00.030+08:00

Happy 14 Jiayi'oh(:
you seemed to be here w us yesterday, everything seemed to happen jst yesterday...

2010-05-20T18:45:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK AM I TO YOU?

2010-05-18T20:19:00.002+08:00

Greetings. Photography and Interview in the morning. Went to East Coast and TRIED to ride a bike. Failed, screwed as usual. Sigh. When will I ever get things right? Thanks and sorry to those whom I fell on >< I know im heavy. Thanks for the ride too G!(: Thanks to those who have gave me a great day!
'Apprciate those who appreciates you"

2010-05-16T15:08:00.004+08:00

Happiness? What is it?
Its... ... the feeling when exams are over! :D
Maybe you know, maybe you don't know... ... that my article is out! :D
Here... ... I wanna thank people who helped me! :D
Behind the scenes! A big big thanks and a big big hug for Jessica Ching! The awesome super captain :D A big big thanks and a big big huge for my awesome army brother! :D A big thanks to Zhuanglaoshi too, for th editings and the title(: Sorry brother, I almost made you go back to camp late. Thank you super much much much! Loved!
sometimes, I wonder why almost every sentence that you said sound so meaningful. Its so meaningful that there's no way I can forget it.

2010-04-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

I think I dont like you.

2010-04-02T22:23:00.031+08:00

So, out early in th morning ytd for training, went off to cemetry, then met cousins to Marina Barrage. Had fun. I still cant get over it. Miss Tan, you still rocks, loved. Take care and stay happy no matter where you are, I wont forget you. Dont cry alr.

2010-03-30T22:26:00.003+08:00

This is for someone who's leaving.
Thanks for caring and taking care for us over the past 1year and 3months.
Thanks for th scoldings for our good.
Thanks for pulling our grades up for English.
Thanks for making me enjoy your English class, although its only toward end of the year.
Thanks for reminding me to smile despite having braces.
Thanks for making me enjoy every CD lesson.
Thanks for telling us that we could change your day simply just by greeting you cheerfully.
Thanks for the gossips.
Thanks for the thing over Bill.
Thanks for every single thing youdid for us, from grades, to solving things between me and my friends.
Thanks for being a reasonable, understanding teacher.
Though you might not be teaching anym, but we want to let you knw, you are the best and you wont be replaced.
For th best dressed and most caring teacher award, in our heart, you will always be the one.
You dont need a shit certificate or throphy, you knw tht it will always be you.
Really sad and disappointed upon hearing th news that you will be leaving by this week, I was looking frward to attending more of your classes, talks, gossips and lots of craps.
Looking forward for you to shout "quiet!" to th class, saying that you will give us hell if we dint do your homework. Although i dint show it on my face, i mean it when i said, i really enjoyed every single lesson conducted by you. Every period seems to pass faster than any other subjects.
All these will be th best memories that i will never ever forget. I wont forget you, the best teacher throughout my life.
I knw thursday is your last day. Im having an event that morning, and i'll be running for you. So wait for me to come back to give you good news(:
MISS G.TAN FOR THE WIN! <3

2010-03-24T21:25:00.002+08:00

Helloooooooooooo Earth(: although i have work to do, but i really want to post cause today is such a peaceful day! :D in th morning, some asses pranked me and i had to rush down like as if it was real by cab. cab not cheap eh! 4 bucks okay! okay, so, went into school w those lovable asses and HAH! as we predicted, someone would question us. mrkung! :D so, we said proudly our reason. then, we hanged around and zoomed off to our destination by mrlim's car! yay! and mrlim got super gan chion that he forgot to put in cash card for erp! then jiayi and i was like, huuu, relax man. reached thr, waited. mrgoh came to support, and tday's th only day he's kind and caring. HEH. then went to run, not as scary as i thought. but the ending was exactly wht i thought, i was th last in th group. however, i think i did quite okay, and my super duper team-mates encouraged me (L) loved. thanks yuanzhen, joanne, jiayi, magtan blackass, and claudia. then, slacked around to see ppl run, then we zoomed back to school. mrlim let us buy food, yay! :D so, went back school, did our super duper loud surprise cheer for mrlim(: mrlim ftw! :D i learnt something from super duper team-mates. its th process that's important, not th results. my hard work paid off, i dint stop. though we're not th best of th best, but i think we really demostrated good team spirit. i super love you guys, thanks for th day! (:
went Bugis w Jiayi and Ben, quite fun, but tiring.
ALL IN ALL, TODAY WAS TH BEST IN MY LIFE! :D

2010-03-16T22:39:00.002+08:00

kay, this is for Ben and Diana. although i seriously DONT KNW wht is happening, but, i argarism abit luh huh. mayb cs im dumb, anthener not long enough, or whtever. heh, HEYLO(: you and you, stay happy okay! ^^ i knw you still love you, and you still love you, somehow, soooooooooooooooooooooo, no matter wht, thr's a way out! :D stay happy, cause seriously, its th best of th bestest thing in life. and its th most important thing in life. dont think bout those unhappy things anym and carry on w life happily. ANYWAY, i knw i dont make sense somehow, which i dont knw why. but, my post here, this to tell you and you to stay happy :D no matter wht! (: i knw im not really close to you and you, but i want you and you and everyone i knw to stay happy, its not th en of th world!(:
and, i jst knw myphone got front camera, thanks claudia(;

2010-03-13T22:42:00.002+08:00

Do you knw why is superman's logo a "s" ? Not only it meant superman , it meant Sherlynn too . Yes , Sherlynn Wong Choon Hwee . Listen up now girl , look up here . Dont give up and dont see yourself as such a person . You must not be unfair . How those people treat you there , wont be how other will be treating , or looking at you . Remember how you stood up for th class , remember those important life skills you thought this dumb, stupid ass Alicia who is sitting right here infront of the comp. Im not asking you to be rebellious but stay strong , whr's you're strong character ? Now that you need it , USE IT , YOU DUMB ASS . Dont fall and sit down there and wait for your shit to pass out from you ass . Stand up ! Stand up , hello ? Are you like listening ? Not everyone thinks that you are hopeless , as long as you're alive , you have hope . Me , would I still be in 2G if i dint worked hard ? WOULD I ? NO . You still have hope . Everyone is carrying hope in you , its only some people who doesnt . So why bother about them ? If you really not w him , then you are not . Dont make superman's name stink , UPHOLD IT YOU DUMBASS . STAY STRONG !!! Remember those days when our school teachers stood up fr you , talked to teachers who complained bout you ? They still have hope in you that's why they stood up fr you and talked to those teachers . Stand up !

2010-03-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

tell me . wht am i , to you ? you broke yr promise .

2010-03-02T11:11:00.000+08:00

and only when you need me , then I must be there /

2010-02-23T21:29:00.001+08:00

ihateyou , JERK .

2010-02-17T20:59:00.006+08:00

2010-02-15T00:10:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year and Happy Valentine's everyone ( :
Woke up as early as 9 today , prepared and went off . Im still gonna wear heels tml despite it gave me problems today . Got so fed up that i jst screamed in the MRT . I jst find them weird some times . We have been travelling to granny's house by cab every single year for 14 times and why this year must we take train there jst to save a few bucks ? And wht the hell ? We dint met many relatives this year as we were late and they already saved so many red packet money , and why must I suffer ? I really really really hate squeezing w those people . I have been sweating throughout the whole journey in the MRT . No joke alright . I hate to go visting people , feeling so sticky , sweaty , and your whole mood jst suck . In the end , we only saved four bucks . How retarded is that . I jst wanna say that , spend th money on wht you think its worth . Cause you cant bring your money down into th coffin . In th end , when you die , your money will still land on other people's hand isnt it ? Worst still , some people , jst lean against the pole that you're supposed to hold on . WHAT THE HELL ? Anyw , Im bringing extra cash tml . If they aint gonna take a cab , I will cab to the destination myself . Seriously , I jst dont understand them . Back to topic , or I'll scream at them the next minute . So , went to Rachel's house . Its cool over thr . Everyone lines up and you'll get to shake hand w them one by one . Ate again , and went to gambled . I won 50 cents . LOL . Enjoyed myself there the most . Oh , I went to eat something call shun at every relative's house to see whose is th nicest . And my family people are like giving me the omg-you-are-eating-like-again face , and they told everyone I ate dont knw how much at the previous place , blah and blah . Talking bout food , Im hungry again :X completed Xiyuan Daddy's chocolate alr . Gonna have Mac with cousins tml morning , yay . We only sit together to eat at Mac's once a year T.T I love my cousins (:
Have a great year ahead everyone !

2010-02-12T23:33:00.002+08:00

FCUKER.

Firstly , Happy New Year and Happy Valentine's to Benjamin , Chen Yun , Eunice , Genevieve , Jiayi , Liman , Mag Tan , Manting , Margaret , Mio , Shiling , Suli , Yufang , you and you , and of course , my super daddy ! ( : thanks daddy fr bringing my present so far away to school for me . That box of chocolate tastes different from the others , its because my daddy bought it for me . Loved ! :D

Secondly , thanks to the people who made my day . Its was supposed to be a happy occasion . Its New Year celebration , and its Valentines , and Im suppose to return to primary school . And yeah , its more than that as I dont think I want to elaborate more . I just wanna remind you tht , yah , its a NEW YEAR celebration . SUEY -.-

Next , thanks to those who made me feel better . And thanks to Jiayi , Liman , Mag Tan , Manting and Suli for the great outing , although Im not really close to you all , but I know that you all are awesome people . Not like some people who doesnt know when is th right time to scold .

Finally , I must set some "goals" for myself . I realised I had been failing every single subject Im taking now . Alicia must study hard . I had been crying quite often recently also . Alicia shall be strong ! :> the more the people want her to be unhappy , the more she must be happy . Alicia MUST grow taller too . Alicia shall not stuck at this height . Alicia must also train hard so that people will not look down on Track . I love track . Track is NOT useless . Alicia must be a good girl . Alicia must always think of being good . Alicia must stop wasting money . Alicia must be faithful . Alicia must pay attention in class .

That's all , I think . Hope Yufang reached Malaysia safely already and is enjoying herself le . And MISS Tan rocks too , her singing rocks , wootze *screams*

Happy New Year once again , and hope all couples last long ! Happy Valentines ! :D

2010-01-27T20:34:00.002+08:00

yep, went there up up up. It was fun fun fun. Sometimes, I really think that its better to keep your feelings, thinking, socks and sandals inside yourself instead of telling to people. Blablah. Went for extraction just now. And great. Cheh. I miss my friends):

2010-01-20T22:25:00.001+08:00

cs of everything here, therefore, I dint chose to leave. one day, just one day, I will just breakdown.

2010-01-17T17:02:00.002+08:00

And if you were here with me, things wouldnt be that bad.
imissyou, shalalala, i miss you. i still shed a tear, every once in a while.

2010-01-16T23:46:00.003+08:00

Goodabye Sherlynn. Imissyou. I could finally understood why you left. I could finally understood how you felt, and how hard it is on you. Whatever I do, is not up to their satisfaction. Everyday is such a happy, peaceful day. Just imagine, every morning, you wake up and put your feet on the ground with a very good mood. you got all ready to leave to be crazy with your friends, and to learn new things. however, in the beautiful morning of yours, someone, anyone were to ruin your good mood, and you feel so stressed up that you have to keep thinking about it, throughout the day. you dont even have to mood, to study, and go crazy w your friends. You dont even have the mood to talk. You'll jst get to be stressed up school, tuition, violin, homework, project works, and those people you see every morning. Now, I knew how hard it was on you. Hope your new school life with be great. Stay happy.
I want to be a child. When there are no worries, no stresses, no complicated stuffs.
anyw,
nevermind.
Im busy with work. So many things to learn. Saturday is always a busy day for me. I dont even have the time to take a breathe. Gah, whatever. Nobody cares. I dont care.
Im talking rubbish.

2009-12-28T22:26:00.003+08:00

weee~ well, that's gankor clement and ganjie? last long k? your super cute lahzxc. heh heh(: stay sweet!<3>

yawns. btw, I met someone fr lunch tday! Sorry had to make you go back Tiong Bahru yrself... Anyw, loved!<3

2009-12-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

Haha, yesyes, I look like an idiot. But Im happy I got my camera! (:

Jiayi - HAH. Yesyes, you smart you smart :p

2009-12-27T13:57:00.002+08:00

hehehz, hellohellohello!(: Merry Belated Chirstmas and Happy Birthday to Clement! Haha. Im pleased w my blog now, heh. Anyw, will be blogging lesser. Cause Alicia only wants to ESS, and wht's ESS? Eat, Sleep, and Shitzxc(: Dont say Im lazy, say Im busy :D okay, off for lunch now! Its steamboat again, I knw my mum is lazy to wash the dishes. Hah! I better go off now before someone steals my scallop! (Or whatever you spell it!)

i tot you were different from her, but you were exactly like her. i damn hate you. tot you were overseas or someth, but you're not. liar.hate you bitch

Jiahao - Seeyou soon too, takecare (:
Bivian - Goodgirl :p
Amanda- Whooooops, sorry :p
Jiayi - I dint knw you were dirty minded til this stage. Tsk, Dick, heh :D thanks for th songs!<3
Chengngee - Yah, funny.
Patricia - hello! whr's my homework??? ;D hah!
Secret - Mind to put down yr name? Thanks, takcare (:
Gaga - you are? Sorry I was like buzy.
Superman - Yah, Magtan, funny. Takecare of yourselve please.
Jannah - You can bluff everyone but you cant bluff yrself! I know you miss me(: dont be shy!
Hasinah - Linked alr. Takcare! Dont miss me too much!
Psb - You are? Nope, not. I dont believe in religion stuffs. Heh(:
Alicia - okay lah, give wo your link :D seeyou!<3

2009-12-24T15:11:00.002+08:00

Too many things to say(:

2009-12-10T16:29:00.002+08:00

hello heavenly mother earth! Good morning! So yesterday, was Wednesday. Prepared and got off to meet my three special ladies from my aunt's house. Waited for them to eat while I stare at them and ate my yummy colourful ice cream with Magdalene. Off to Raffles place and when we arrived there, we were TOTALLY lost and had no sense of directions in anyway of how to get to our destination. It was then when we saw 1F's chinese teacher, thinking he might know where to get to Singapore Conference Hall. Ahh! How dumb it is to think about it now. How can he know the directions when we, Singaporeans dont know? So, waited for the other teacher, whom I thought she would know the directions. And off we went walking with her blindly. And there we are, LOST. So, asked people for directions. Great. They dont know either. We just walked and waited like aimlessly like for the sky to drop, but I like it. Cause of Claudia's bubble gum, kisses*. THEN, I dont know how either, we got back to a SAME place we were before. That teacher then suddenly shouted : "OH, this is so scary." Well, I dont disagree with that. We then realised that's the correct way to get to our destination. By then, we were all sweaty and smelly like we just came back from some wet market. Overall, the concert rocks and I enjoyed it. Thank you Jia Yi for asking me along and giving me the ticket, love you so much. I enjoyed Claudia's craziness too. She molested me like nothing else and the "I'll see you later." Well, long story. Ask her. Haha. Hope Magdalene can get back into tip top condition like superman.
Enjoyed today's training. Like, totally.
I owe you guys pictures. Tons of it!

Kevyn - Miss you too! ): Meet up soon. Thank you for the wonderful shopping. Love you muchmuch.

Jannah - Haha, hello! Bet you missed me :p

Sherlynn - Hahaha, yah. Im like sleeping every single second!

Amanda - Hey hello! You are Amanda Seek or Amanda Low?

Kenneth - Hey, hello(:

Claudia - I MOLEST YOU LATER. Meet up soon, cute lady. Love you so much.

2009-12-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

i want something which i cant have. or rather, someone.
i will be waiting fr you my little prince.

2009-12-02T20:33:00.008+08:00

2009-12-01T20:55:00.004+08:00

Tags
Sherlynn- hoho, so honoured. Yawn luh, if love is so simple then why are you facing this kind of things now?
Jiahao- haha, takecare too(:
Cassandra- haha.
Jiahao- Hello, haha.
Jasmine- haha, sigh, your soon very "soon" leh. Relinked.

Actually, Alicia Tan sound better or Alicia Chen? ;\
Holiday assignments just dont make sense to me. Holiday = break, holiday homework = break w work to do? Hmm ;\ Had been slacking around, waiting for time to pass. The one month is wow so fast. Sleeping sleeping and sleeping is what I had been doing. Homework? Completed only half of it, but its already not bad for me. Cause that mountain of homework is like unfinishable? *yawns* Homework to finish now: 1 newspaper review, 2 book reviews, IH project, ace-learning 80 questions I heard, 2 summary from compre worksheet. Anyone care to lend me to copy?(: I wish to get into triple science for sec3, but well, that's me and my big fat dream.

like seriously, what's wrong w my attitude? some says its perfectly fine, some says no. which side should i hear? yawn. i prefer to keep things to myself now.

2009-11-25T23:32:00.001+08:00

im very very very tired. Just here to wish all primary sixes all the best tomorrow. Jiayou Bivian!

2009-11-22T20:43:00.002+08:00

Tags
Sherlynn - you ass lah you, she around then I say, BLEAH. I dint know you are ahsher, until I saw "siao steady", I know is you this lao zhar bor.

with luv,

dint intend to blog, post just because of Sherlynn Wong, and her tag. Ass hole. Happy birthday to dad, LOL. Dont forget you owe me a itouch, cause I bought you a wallet. I know he wont see this. But this is to keep me reminded to pester him for itouch(: Anyway, on msn with Sherlynn and Zhuo yi. They are major assholes(: What's love? Love is not simple, its complicated. Trust me, cause im smart. Love is not like a, b, c. Its not just an a, b or c. Besides it, you have to pronounce it. Like h is not h, its pronounce as "age" or something like that. Love is not just love, its about not running into the other person's life, but you still can communicate and share the same thoughts as the person. And of course, its not about changing for that person you love. When you love someone, you love that person for who that person is, not someone who is going to change to the type of person you like. See, complicated? Til now, I still dont know what's love when im saying to people, except for Sherlynn, cause she's a major siao zhar bor. Love is complicated, so why live in a complicated world? I want to live in a simple world, no complicated stuffs. Im tired to use my brain on complicated stuffs. Im lazy to think.

2009-11-21T18:55:00.003+08:00

Tags
Cassandra - haha, cannot soon leh, must now :D takecare!<3
Claudia - Cause I dont like you lor, that's why nv link you): haha ;D no luh, I lost my links(: Will link up now! :D

luv,

heh, so today, dint went for the violin thing. Kinda regretted cause I just did the transfer): Hope it will be a better future for me. So, morning, went to church with mummy and granny. After that, went to bought fruits and blablabla. Homed to watch show, love it. Then, went out again to do the transfer stuffs. Homed again and out again cause brother called and want me and mummy to go and play arcade with him(: Had fun. Tried to beat two china people in basketball, but gah, they pro lah. Walked around afterwards and brother went to find his friend. So mummy and I went for our dinner and im here, back home, blogging. Cant wait for Christmas(:

2009-11-20T22:22:00.011+08:00

teehee! Im back from my shopping! Im sooooo happy. Today, slept til almost noon, and had breakfast and lunch together, LOL. After that, took a bus down to Taka to get my Mango tanktop changed. It has a hole, not a hold. Because I saw the person writing on the paper "hold". So, got it changed, happyhappy and went to Far East and bought my bagbag :D And now, Im really broke. Bused home and the bus is asshole cold. Lucky I bought the bag to hug on the bus, or I will freeze til death. Yeah yeah, I know I know, my excuses again. So reached home and played computer games, yawn. Went out again to Boon Lay w granny and mummy to meet brother to buy presents for daddy. Search search search and bought a wallet for him while brother bought a bag. Heh heh, not cheap okay, now Im really broke manzxc. Walked around and went home. Hid the presents to surprise daddy on Sunday, cause its his actual birthday. We gonna celebrate at... IDONTKNOW WHERE! LOL. Its not decided yet, but we gonna give the presents to him at the restrauant. Today's Genevieve, Desmond and Zhou yi's mummy's birthday. So we gonna sing them a birthday song right? LOL. Crazy. Haha, we gonna wish them a happy birthday laaaaa. Happy Birthday guys! I love your much much all right :D Stay happy always!
Im waiting for my pictures Rachel! You have to send me our photos to redeem your earpiece~~ ^^

2009-11-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

hello earth ^^ So, tday morning, woke up in the big big early morning and went to school to meet Mag. Or should I say, ran* teeheee. That black bear needs her shoe you see. After black bear wore her shoes in school, black bear and I went to took bus 970 down to have our training(: Good girls left at 930 as there was a funfair under our primary school at TB cc. So, walked Mag to Burger King to meet her friends while I walked myself home(: Bathed like AGAIN? And got ready to meet cousin and granny w mummy at TB market. Ate and cabbed down to FarEast to shop ^^ Bought socks and had teabreak at Hans. Travelled down to NAC to check on Kevyn if she's sacking at her work place. Haha. I swear, she look the nicest there. And the guys at her work place are like giving us a damn face -.- Please man, if im yr customer, I swear you will get a damn from me. Check on yr attitude yah? At least Kevyn serve her customer with a smile on her face. Even if anyth in the shop dint catch my attention, I still wont regret stepping into the shop. But please, with that kind of attitude, I swear I will never ever step in again. And before I leave, I will bloody spit on your sickenning black face. Z. Anyway, Rachel and I got our Mango tops, happyhappy ^^ Then, we all cab down to my house. And Rachel helped me w my blog(: Love you beli muchy! <3 Meet up soon okie? I love my cousins. Photos ltr on!

Jannah - No prob! But can I have your link again? I lost it :x
Jasmine - I miss my friends): Sure! You ca sms me(: If you dont have my number, can go get from Jiayi etc(:
Rachel - SEEN! Haha, asshole, thanks for helping! Love you very much(:

2009-11-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

"A very happy day."

so, tday morning, dint go fr track, went to NDC fr a checkup(: As usual, I was late, by 40 minutes only(: Was suppose to reach at 815 but reach at around 9. Blame th bus driver, its his fault, heh heh. Reached thr and surprisingly, the clerk is my father's friend's wife, LOL. Well, I think I love th appointment time. Get people out from bed so early in th morning, at the check up only takes like 5 minutes?? LOL. Anyway, they evil people are gonna extract 2 of my tooth, bless me. Hope that day dont come soon. I must enjoy the food I wanna eat now! :D Bused down to school after that to get my books and stuffs. Saw trackers thr :D Went home to put my books and out we go again to people's park to meet grandma, Rachel and Kevyn(: Had lunch together thr and proceeded to accompany grandma to buy her shoe(: Cabbed down to Bugis together and bought our stuffs(: Kevyn went off first while we went Burgerking to grab a bite. Bought lots of things and am happy! ^^ After Rachel and Grandma cab home, mummy and I bused down to Far East to have our yummy dinner and shopped alr. Bought my top!(: happy + happy = happyhappy! ^^

Weixin - heh, typo laaaaah! :B
Jiahao - hehe, okie(: wht's yr blog link?
Zhixiu - heh, sorry! :p
Alicia - tadaa!(: meet up soon! ^^

2009-11-15T18:20:00.000+08:00

"Adam Koh Yongsheng"

teh, so this is fr Adam, hehe, my precious. Your new free life is gonna begin very soon, make sure dont be naughty huh :p The rules next year is gonna be very strict, I dwant anyth to happen to you again, cs I believe you're not that bad, and I think you, and everyone else deserve a chance to study(: Will be looking frward to meeting you in school, in white shirt and long pants, not black(: I hope that when you're back, everyone can treat you like a normal student again, no one should look down on you. Everyone makes mistakes, and of cours, have a chance to turn over a new leaf. Its a new beginning fr Adam koh(: Must give everyone a new and good impression of you okay? Must Jiayou, if any teacher or anyone look down on you, dont give up kay? The more they look down on you, th more you must show them you are not like wht they think. Always remember you got me(: Congrats and jiayou okay? Frget yr life fr th past 2 years, yr new life is gonna begin vey soon(: welcome back to GESS man, heh. I knw i abit lame :p bleah. Asshole.
kor, mei loves you!<3

heh, so tday, had violin exam. Well, kinda shivered like from th warm up til th exam room. Worst still, i have to stand -.- and when flipping th page, both of them can see that my hand is shaking. Unfortunately, I still cant do vibrato w tht. Thank Sherlynn Steady fr choosing duet(: loveyousomuch. The examinor was over friendly, that I feel that, its even more scary :x Anyw, managed to walk out of the examination room alive. Thank God man.

2009-11-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

"This world, its gonna end."

well, caught this movie w mummy jst now after track. Its a nice movie and I think everyone should go catch it. Becs I think wht's in th movie, is gonna happen 2-3 years later. Watch it, think about it. If it really happens, wht are you guys gonna do. Are you gonna be one of those inhuman people and disallow other people to have a chance of survival, or are you gonna be th more handsome guy in th movie, who thinks that it will be more fair to let others survive too? I already thought of it. I will have people to have a chance to survive too. I dont mind squeezing w alot of ppl on a ship/air plane to escape, I believe that if i can get a chance to survive, others, should too. Its fair. Treasure the people and things aroun you now, befr they are really gone. It will be too late then.

2009-11-06T21:32:00.000+08:00

"cause i cant forget."

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2009-11-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

"JianDe."

hello dearest, are you reading this? yes you are. thanks fr th sweetest days you gave me. Im happy w you of course. Thanks fr yr vibration laugh and spending time w me(: I will rmb th moments when im w you. Th swings at purmei, and th balloon we bought w Hayley. I will rmb how you used to play bball, and yr funny smile. Thanks fr getting crazy w me, and willing to eat my shoe when you pranked me, how can I frget tht? You made me cry, congrats yeah, you are th first guy who made me cry. Dont worry, I will find chance to revenge(: Dont think i will forget th memories w you, fat hope! :p I decided to let you go cs wht Jiayi told me ytd really woke me up. You aint coming back right? Dont like means dont like. All th best fr you, and takecare all right? Rmb to take yr meals on time and dont train if yr stomach aches or whtever. We are still friends right? Arkaliao forever okay? Anyth you can tell me. Cs i will be here fr you(: Take care okay?
I knw you want the best fr me.
love you much.

2009-11-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

"just try to let go."

Yesterday
met chenyun, mag and one of her friend at tiong. Walked around and bought sweets. Jiayi came to join us at more than words(: Spent th rest of th time at prize station. Lucky girl got her green voodoo(: Moved off to school fr track. Was slightly late, but its kinda okay. The new teacher in charge dont seem to be as fierce as i tot. So, yeah, ran and ran. Slacked at gym aft running. Met darling girl, she managed to find me somehow, good job(: Well, i wnna have a last talking session w you and teacher okay? Cause you-knw-yeah. Moved off to tiong fr ice cream w th girls and met Desmond thr(: Sorry for leaving you alone at first :x Jiayi is right, get him off my mind. Trying to. And, me and Desmond is purely friends. I dont knw about th future and dont want to think of it. Cause th more hope thr is in me, the more disappointed i will be. It will take me a longlong time to forget people. Sent Jiayi home, and homed i went.

TODAY.
tday, went to aunty's house as usual in the big wide morning. Slept til quite late, had lunched, and off to tiong to meet th girls. Went to tiong park to meet Genevieve first and waited fr Marge and Penny. She was late, as usual. Went into school and kept disturbing her(: Got her cam and off we went to train down to clark quey(: im starting to love travelling w them(: Did filming thr, and I had my ice cream, yumyum. Went down to buy a little gift fr teacher, and myself. Waited fr girls to have a grab thr, while Genevieve and Margaret taught me wht to write in th note fr teacher. Kinda funny though :p thats all, takecare everyone(:

2009-10-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

"Cause i cant let go."

Goodmorning!(: tday morning, Sherlynn was almost late fr school): She got scolded by teacher. Dont sad, yr skirt length really improved alot already. So, as usual, play lor. When out of class w Sherlynn and ManTing, met a guy, Muthu. Slaked thr til science lesson. Almost slept, but still managed to stay awake to highlight those important notes. I am goodgirl. Took back report book at last period. Teacher was late): Thanks fr asking me to jiayou(: After school, went to meet teacher, cs she wants to see th green book. Funny lor, she said wont see first page still see): Quite pleased w my results(: And th two baddies started bullying me, i still think my shoe is brown okay, brown. Talked to her and went to tiong w Sherlynn fr lunch, yummyumm. Decided to buy teacher lunch, goodgirls. And Sherlynn, fuckyou, you damn bad, say wht no more next time to buy her lunch, I dont allow you to say that again, not til friday. I love Sherlynn. Oh yah, teacher told me someth, damn creepy. So, walked back and passed her lunch.(: Ate at canteen w Dear Girl. Afterwards, went to sat and talked to her. Knw many things(: True colours of many people. Girl, dont be upset over her already, not worth. Went home after that. Sherlynn, I will miss you, hope time can slow down a little huh...

with love,

2009-10-27T21:16:00.002+08:00

"i have yet to learn to let go."

sherlynn wong, i hate you, fr stepping in my life so easily and out of my life. I shall sentence you to love me frever. One jst stepped out of my life, now, another one. tday, was totally fun. wht did we do in class? Gossips, heart attack, animal game and boomboom chuckie. For th whole damn day(: Ran around th school fr nothing. After school, went to meet teacher w Sherlynn, but she got no time): Moved off to Queensway to have lunch and to get her ear pierced. While having lunch, was discussing about this stupid topic on when the world will end, 2012. I somehow dont believe it, simply because i think its unbelievable. Heh. And it suddenly reminds me of th crop circle, damn creepy. Trying to post it. In th end, Sherlynn dint peirce her ear. So went to collect class teeshirt. Those people who nv give us th shirt, im so sorry, im not gnna travel anym, so tired. Go print on yr own, its on th top floor. So, took bus back to school. Sherlynn Wong made me crazy on th bus, now people thinks that im mentally not okay, all yr fault :p Btw, her eyesight is like wow super man. When th bus is still moving, she suddenly "AYE, isnt that zhuanglaoshi?!" C-A-U-G-H-T. Haha. So went over talktalktalk, blablabla. Sherlynn was late fr band and therefore, she needs to run up. Run ya knw? Run. Haha. Slacked w ChenYun. Sorry fr making you wait fr me! I knw im slowpoke. Went upupupup to find someone had fun(: Meet up w Sherlynn aft her band and went fr dinner. As usual, went crazy. Oh, thanks Sherlynn. haha. Home sweet home. I feel like gng fr billard. Billard anyone? Hahah, Sherlynn~ winkwink, nudgenudge, hinthint :p
Goodnight!

2009-10-25T12:31:00.000+08:00

"i guess, you're nv gonna leave my heart."

ytd, woke up @ 7, got ready etcetc and went out of house at 8 sharp. However, someone was still sleeping. So, i decided to go church w mummy and granny. Went fr violin at 9 in the end. Sherlynn came to school to meet me. While waiting fr me, she explored my school. Wow wow. Haha. Bused down and took train to queenstown stadium. The weather was oh-so-perfect fr running, right? Someone said tht her stamina was better than mine. Hmm, her stamina is indeed not bad(: went down to queensway afterwards to have lunch, yummyumm. shopped ard and homed i went as family wants to go out. Went home and went queensway again to get my bag. Met family and granny afterwards fr steamboat dinner at Rajah Inn. Everyth thr changed ;o No more my favourite food. Boohoo. Went to Taka aft dinner and homed after that. Great day. I wanna get that Casio watch i swear. And, joke of th day, Gladys's birthday aint on th 23rd of this month. And, her number is also wrong. What th heel am i doing nowadays? Next year wont be wrong, i promise. And, class 1g, please not tht thr will be a class chalet on th 7th and 8th of nov, please confirm w me, Jaiho, Genevieve or Jeremy if you are gng by next week(; sms me for MORE information(: dont tag here. SMS :D

you're meant to occupy a space in my heart, my mind. its difficult fr me to forget you.

with love,

2009-10-23T20:13:00.000+08:00

"i hate to let go of people."

tday morning, went to school later than usual. However, some of my classmates were later than me. But managed to reach school on time(: Math lesson was as usual, the five periods really kill me, and i dont like volume): In fact, i dont like math. Went for recess and was like kinda hungry :p Science lesson was when fun started. People who dint brought science books were asked to stand in class, laughing still(: No English class :D played concentration and the gun game. And truth or dare. Was fun, fun, fun. Did ridiculous stuffs(: After class, went lunch w ChenYun, Shiling, Brenda, YuanZhen and another girl who idk who she is, haha. Went for cca after lunch. Cca was kinda slack and went to tiong w ChenYun afterwards. Met Sherlynn afterwards and went to tiong again to get stuffs to eat. I enjoy stealing her food. Went to park as our legs painpain. Talked and talked(: I started loving to be w her. Accompanied her to wait bus and went to met mum. Thanks Sherlynn for accompany-ing me(:
i could still rmb th littlest things about you. sometimes, i really feel like crying

with love,

2009-10-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Gladys Lim!
happy birthday to you!<3>

so tday, went dragon boating, it was fun! became kinda dark. hope th tan wont get away, i wanna get tanned!
shall talk more about it on th next post(:

2009-10-21T22:58:00.001+08:00

helloha(: